Monday, October 27, 2003
百忍成金??? (bai2 ren3 cheng2 jin1)
Well, had to admit I am not in the best of mood today (Monday), especially when I work up the upper body all aching, especially at the waist. Thanks to the hip hop lessons yesterday, where we all had to do a lot of movement of pushing the body sideways.
We often heard of ppl complaining abt muscle pain around thigh, arms or back area, but never at the waist.......
Ok Ok, get back to main point. Something at happened at home early in the morning that made me really mad. Well, it is a rare occasion that I get real angry, specially at home, for I always try to be tolerant . Guess had been bearing the selfish and ridiculous acts for too long that I can't stand the pressure and had a "mini explosion". Whoever says 百忍成金 (bai2 ren3 cheng2 jin1)? Sometimes, really feel that when you tolerate a person too much, he/she will always be taking advantage of you. While asking yourself to be more understanding to others, sometime you are making yourself to do things that you don't really want to do. Tolerate so much, that all the "火气" ("fire") accumulate until one day, there will be a "big explosion'.
Well, no "casualties" today. I only raise my voice at myself when they left, but I really can feel the anger within me......
Come to think of it, it will be quite scary if I lose my cool in the office instead . Not that there aren't anyone in my office losing temper, for everyday, I can see people jumping around, using vulgar language.
Must take note of this date and see when's the next time I get worked up.
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