Tuesday, March 08, 2005
why?
It happened on Sun, but I am still upset over my mum who 无缘无故，无理取闹, screamed at me, "We will not give you any money if u go further studies".
I never asked any money from them.Then I realised what she mean. And she continued "读多么书有什么用！” Darn, all she cares about is money, money money.
Simply because if I going to further studies, that means I am quitting my job, and that means that she will have less money to keep as I won't be able to give her allowance. ( no salary mah).
She is working part time (to earn more $), and my dad gives her more than half of his salary, and plus the monthly allowance I gave her now. It's not as if we cannot make ends meet. Just because she still wanna keep as much $ as possible doesn't mean that I have to sacrifice my dream to further studies right? :(
It doesn't help when your family is unsupportive...... I didn't asked for financial support, yet they don't allow me to upgrade myself. Why are they being so selfish, hadn't I sacrifice enough by choosing to go for Poly instead of JC , so that my dad will only need to support one child to Uni ( which is my sis).
And you know what's worse, just found out this morning that the application for poly grad is closed on 21 Feb.
Did I remember the dates wronlgy, cos i thought I applied in March last year, right after I visited the career and education fair.
Did I missed out any notice on the newspaper?
Really in despair now, cos I don't even have the chance to try for a place. (* Sips, U still have chances, unlike me). This year is very crucial, cos it's the last year for me to apply under category B before I will be considered as matured applicant. Chances for poly grads to get in are slim, unless u are in top 5%, but I'll still try.
BUT RIGHT NOW IS THAT I CAN'T EVEN APPLY ANYMORE!Why did I missed the datelines????????????
Mood: Half zombified, due to the lack of sleep . Think i broke my record for having less than 5 hrs of sleep consecutively for 2 weeks.
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