Tuesday, May 03, 2005
30 April - 3 May: probs, weekend, Muchuan
SianZ…
Early in the morning, being “barked” at by some “mad dog”, who always assumes things, thinking she was right and scolding people without first checking out the facts.
Can u imagine a mother who scolds her daughter 心理变态？！！！！
Can u imagine a mother who objects her daughter to go for further studies, even though she is using her own $?!!!
While I have been going out to gatherings with poly friends, primary school friends and ex-colleagues, she out-of-no-where start scolding me, said I have no friends and hang out with bad company--- internet friends. What internet friends??!!!! Just becos I access to internet, that means I meet up with internet friends?????
She didn’t bother to check up on facts first. All the people I had chatted on my msn messenger are all my friends in real life (txys, ex-colleagues). Close friends will know I am so tight regarding my privacy that I dun even reveal my real name on my blog, dun like to give away my handphone number and address. Such a joke that she thinks I would meet up with people whom I dun know well!
Fed up with her whenI choose to ignore her yet she start scolding abt me buying expensive clothes when my aunt even knows that I bought my formal shirts from sales. Sis was telling me that mum bought ard 10 pieces of clothing recently! Hate her “double standard” policy.
Tired of all these abuses. From young, I had been putting up with her physical and psychological abuses. And till now I still remembered the way she treated the baby she used to baby-sit years ago. It happened ard 10 yrs ago, yet I will never forget it. That is what u can call child abuse! There is a difference between being strict with kids and abusing kids. And I jolly well know the difference between those two!
Ok…. I think I had mentioned enuff…Feeling like a zombie now. Or maybe I am just like a clown, pretending to be happy, trying to make others happy.
Shall talk briefly abt the long weekend.
Attended the Xinyao concert which ends at 11.30pm on Sat 30 April. Then, headed for supper at Crown Prince’s Swensen. So that makes me someone who goes out with “bad company”????!!!
Ok, get back to the Xinyao concert held at Creative Amphitheatre. We went there to support ML. She’s really zai3!
Well, it wasn’t a very “xin yao concert” as I thought. It was more of a combi of “xin yao cum local pop cum TV serials’ theme songs”. Like the part where the whole audience sang 你的倒影。It really seems like a choir singing.
Actually it was a good idea to show the lyrics on the big projector. If only they had spent time to “proof-read” the lyrics…..
Bumped into my pri-school classmate just b4 we left for supper with ML and her friends. Well my ex-classmate was also having the same 感触 when hearing the finale song锦绣年华, for we had performed that song when we’re in Pri 6.
Spent the Sun morning and afternoon with my “Poly friends”. Some details will be mentioned in my other blog. (yah friends who go that link, take a look at it). My close pal, is getting married in June. Spent hrs having discussion on decorations, then sourced for decoration stuff. Just hope everything will turn out right….
* Interruption: now Yes 93.3 Fm is playing that song ---记事本. Yah that “爱得痛了，痛得哭了，哭得累了” song…….. *
Bumped into my secondary school ex-class mate on the bus ride home. Almost din recognized her as she is wearing contacts lens now. Well, I guessed I din look much different without my glasses, for she recognized me. Talked abt our present jobs and other stuff.
Went out on 2 May (yesterday ) too. Finally manage to meet up with this old friend (K) for kopi, K passed me a CD-R containing all the Kokoro stories clips which I liked. Yah if u had visited kokoro website, and is a member, u will know what story clips I am talking abt. Hard to imagine that we lived so near to each other, yet not easy for us to meet up as our schedules clash. Had kopi, or should I use that high class term “Mocha Frappe” at J8’s Delifrance. It was so crowded ant noisy. I was telling K that how I preferred the old Bishan J8, where it was still a simple suburban mall, without the noisy crowd. Talked abt some other stuff which I will probably be mentioning them in my other private blog..
Went to order a Mother’s Day cake b4 I proceed to Muchuan. Yah, I even dun understand why I bother to order a cake for her.
Went to Muchuan after being missing out last week ‘s performance. We are really a big group with Yaoxian & YunChing joining us yesterday. Yesterday was special as it was YunChing last nite in Sg as she is leaving for Germany. Sips specially went up on stage and sang 我的爱 for her. Oh yah, yesterday was almost full house. Guess the Mon-sters are so overwhelmed that they cracked a lot of jokes. We were laughing like mad at their 情歌对唱 . Think I will still burst out laughing the next time I hear 今生注定.
Took some funny pics with YunChing and the rest. Think I will post those pics on my other blog instead. I was quite kee –siao yesterday. Went hyper due to the caffeine intake.
Ok , shall end here now and write abt more serious/personal stuff for my other blog.
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