Can’t really detect the taste of wine. My bro insisted that it was strawberry-flavoured just because the coating is pink…..

Chili is the one in the middle. Think so far, this is the only beige polor bear that TY had come out with. The rest of their polar bears (Aurora, Snowy, Paws, Fridge, Iceberg) are all white.

Rushed down to the new Muchuan which was relocated to Carpenter Street. They are now operating together with the Safra town Club Cafe. I thought they will be doing some minor reno, but it doesn't seems so.

Frankly speaking, 我想我是比较“不喜欢”新场地多于“不习惯”那新场地。Dun like the sitting arrangement, dun like the new drinks (no more bubble tea, sob sob), dun like the sound projection. And most of all, now 木船dun have a “木船 feel". More like a glass show case instead.

Forgive me.I was in a cranky mood.

I ordered Ice Mocha, just because the name reminds me of Li Sheng Jie's 冷咖啡.

Not only I was cranky, think I was crazy liao..... No one will believe how controlled I will be this Friday.

To those friends who will be going to Muchuan soon, please dun ordered this drink shown below:

Freezing Point (yes, that's the name of the drink & can I proudly say that I styled this pic? :P)

Songyu order this as his 2nd drink, perhaps the name attracted him. Looks attractive too, huh, but not many will like it, unless u have an acquired taste for cough syrup. hahaha.

The 4 of us took a sip and naturally gave that "bleh, I dun wanna eat medicine" expression. So, dun say I din warn u huh.

On a more possitive note, now that they also serve food really make it more convenient for us to settle our dinner after work. According to Songyu and Yuquan, the basket of Calamari rings which they ordered taste great.

I was trying to controll my temper after something ( nope, it should be some "events") happened, and while walking back to the MRT station, I was telling the others I feel like shouting at the top of my voice to vent my frustration. Cos I can really feel the pressure building inside me, and really sick of playing the "good gal" role, sick of actually as an "in-between" between 2 stubborn person. Pissed of with myself too for not being smart enough. I mean, if I had some skills , at least I can come up with something grand , then one party won't be so insistent on THAT idea.

I wouldn't dare to shout out loud by myself. Then someone said:“ 我陪你喊。” And in the end , the 5 of us were shouting ARGGGGHHHH at the top of our voices. Guess everyone have their own probs too.

On the train ride home, "she" (shan't say who she is) was telling me that it isn't healthy for me to bottled up my feelings, including anger; and that I should let him know that I was angry with him(or rather his attitude) too，even though he have the rights to say "No!". She was right when she said I was pushing everything to myself, taking responsibility for everything when 我只是义务帮忙我朋友的。

义务帮忙... 。 Yah, I am just helping out, I am not paid for doing it.

Then why was i so stressed out when she keep asking me abt the outcome, why was I feeling so guilty that i could not help her to get what she want. There are times where I really want to shake her and tell her" Look, he said he is not going to do, y dun you look at other plans I come up with instead." Yet I was treating her as if she is my boss, carrying out her instructions , reporting to her, taking the shit, worry abt my “work performance".

I was asking “Why I have to take the shit from both side?". Then when someone said "You are not obliged to take the shit from both sides", I couldn't help thinking : If I am not obliged to, then who is, after all I was appointed to act as the co-ordinator....

Tue 15 Nov 05
Unexpected turn of events this morn. Firstly someone decided to talk to "the other" directly and then when i was asking "the other" for permission to forward her number, she finally decided to drop the whole thing and no point listening to his explainations when she can't even persuade him anymore.

Spent another 30 mins discussing abt other possible plans, but she still can't decide on any. Guess in her heart, nothing can compared to the one she wanted most.

人就是如此吧！

口头上虽说已放弃某样东西（或人），

但在心里，还是对它念念不忘...

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My colleague conducted tarot cards reading sessions for a few of us during lunch hour.

She also tried forecasting our numerology readings derived from our birth date and mentioned that I had suffered quite a few setbacks and my lesson in this life is to learn to have faith in myself.

Oh yeah…. * raised eyebrows*


Back to tarot card reading, I chose to ask romance (which was the common question among us), not asking abt work as she is from HR.

As for my readings, I can’t comment abt the accuracy now there are some things which I still can’t figure out who/what she was referring to. However, those details that she mentioned regarding my past/past experiences were rather accurate.

Let me recall, I was asked to pick out 11 cards. My “advise card” what some juggler (2 Pentacles, if I am not wrong). Which she said I will have to juggle with 2 options and make a decision.

There was a card which reflects yr past romance. I picked out one showing 4 pillars, which she explained that that is a family card, that I almost came into a marriage state in my previous relationship.


The “King of Swords” card which I picked out happened to be the one representing the guy in my life now. Even though after her description, I still have no idea who he is, maybe will know in the future ba. This was how she described : He is intelligent, unemotional, 忽冷忽热，manly ( heng not girly, hahaha) had been hurt by past experience in love. ( who arh? Cannot be Li Sheng Jie ba ? hahaha) And she said that the reason I am not accepting him yet is because I am now at a healing stage.

She proceeded to talk abt 2 cards which represent my heart and mind. She said that though my mind wants “harmony”, but my heart is still very “confused”. Hence my heart and mind are conflicting with each other.

And there is a card which represents that my relationship with that guy now is “ok” as we are in the “培养” stage.

As for the four cards which give an insight to my future, I remembered that I had a “Wheel of Fortune” card and a “Loveress” card.
She said comparing to the other 3 colleague mine’s rather good. Whatever I hope for will come true. So if I did not choose the “current guy in my life” because I am hoping to meet a better guy, my wish will come true. If I am fine with the “current guy”, then I will be with him.
But then there was card which represents that I have to sacrifice something in order to get the other, for example if I choice Guy I, then I will lose the friendship of Guy II; or if I choose to get into a relationship with the “current guy”, I may need to sacrifice something (job? Family? Time?).

So, to those friends who are concerned abt my unattached status: as u can see from my tarot card reading, it’s rather a positive one （even when I dunno who was she referiing to). So dun need to worry for me lah!

What a good excuse man!